Anniversaries are always the hardest time to deal with realising that the person you have lost is truly gone. When I decided to blog each day of May, I knew what today would mean and what it meant. Today, my Nan would have been 78 years old or perhaps 78 years young as she would… Continue reading Nan
I woke myself up this morning, already in floods of tears. Not a good sign at all. I was having cramps, another not so good sign. I wanted to curl up and go back to sleep - sleep for possibly a month or two at least. Another not so good sign for me, that along… Continue reading Midnight Thoughts #2: Periods
Today I did no university work at all. Not a single glance towards my beloved dissertation or even an edit on my 'gender and sexualities' assignment which is due in a weeks time. I still haven't quite completed it. But that is alright because I know it will get done in the end. Instead, I… Continue reading Midnight Thoughts
It's a Saturday afternoon and I'm sitting on my bedroom floor staring up at the ceiling. I can see the lines of paint and blotches which weren't completely covered when I redecorated my room two years ago - I insisted in painting it all by myself, which is why it looks a bit messy. It's… Continue reading what do i do?
Ever since I was a child and discovered the excitement which surrounded New Years, I ensured that each and every year I would have a set of resolutions. You can imagine what 8-year-olds resolutions were like, although I am sure they were forgotten about as quickly as it took to think of them. It wasn't… Continue reading Looking Forward: A Year of Promises
Finally, 2019 has arrived, and it couldn't come sooner. 2018 was a hard year for me, I try and look at the positives, but if I am honest, there are so many dark clouds which surround the year for me. Entering 2019 felt like being able to breathe for the first time in so long… Continue reading Remembering 2018.
I've started to think more positively, to let go of the bad and negative thoughts which encircle my head on an almost daily basis. Take back the control I once had and enjoy each day like I did before I got sick which is why I decided to write this post, I have a lot to… Continue reading Gratitude.